Darkness Category

The worst year of my life maybe wasn’t all bad. A look back at 2017.

I’ve procrastinated on this, as evidenced by the fact that we are a few hours shy of February (Edit: it’s now almost March. I’m good at this procrastination thing!) (Edit Edit: It’s midway through March, I’m posting this damn thing already) and this was supposed to be my New Year blog post. I’m not entirely […]

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Crisis Mode

It recently (like, last night) came to my attention that people have a very strong misunderstanding of what all I’ve been going through of late. Honestly, it doesn’t matter all that much, but I also know that what I have written here and elsewhere has been more one-sided than what I’ve actually been thinking about […]

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Cigar family

There is a common phrase out there that family doesn’t always have to be your blood – and I believe that in a lot of ways. There are people in my life who I am not related to by blood or marriage and yet I consider them family. This last week I had an eye-opening […]

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No jam tonight

  I drive a lot. Like.. a lot. I know some people drive more, and that’s fine, but I still drive a lot. I have a minimum 1.5 hours in the car just driving to and from work, and more often than not I’m heading somewhere else after work and especially on the weekends. I […]

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Which way is up?

Maybe this wasn’t today’s happy, or yesterday’s.. well, maybe yesterday’s.. but the simple fact that there has been any happy recently is a good thing. I re-read the last post on here before I began writing this one, and it’s funny how 2 months ago I was talking about the upward swing I was on and […]

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Hello Darkness, my old friend..

The goal when I started this blog was to act as a way to chronicle my changes to become a better me. Primarily – or solely, even – this was around eating healthier and getting into better, healthier shape. That has gone up and down over the last few years (on the downside right now, […]

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